First Hour of my normal day.

What are your morning rituals? What does the first hour of your day look like?

My day starts at 6:50am to 7am each morning and 9 times out of 10 I will feel rough, extremely fatigued, and frustrated because even though I’ve just slept for 7.5 hours and I feel no benefit of having sleep. I suffer from fibromyalgia and M.E having both invisible illnesses is hard to live with its like having the flu 24/7 It is not a pleasant illness there are many other people who suffer with it but will have different symptoms which can vary from brain fog ( memory loss ) unexplainable pain anywhere in the body. As well as this pain, there are other multiskeletal illnesses eg Arthritis, lupus. These symptoms I have told you about will be with me until I leave this planet. There is no cure only prescription medicines that don’t really help. The only possible help I would consider is CPD oil it has so many benefits but costs so much .

One word.

What is one word that describes you?

One word that describes me well I’m no more special than the next person, but I am unique as we all are. At the end of the day, we are all created in the same way, and we will all leave in the same way. It baffles me why some people have such a high opinion of themselves, yet they have the same needs as anyone else to give love to receive love and to be loved .

Mr Anxiety.

I have Mr Anxiety knocking my on occasions on 90% of the time he comes knocking, I’m able to say to him, ” I don’t need or want you in my life ,so close the door when you leave ” that’s how I deal with Anxiety I treat it as a human being that is bullying me telling him he is no longer wanted or needed in my life . But there are occasions when he takes over when I have a situation I’m not necessarily in control like. Currently, I have been told I’m going to be a grandfather. I know it’s a happy time, etc, but it fills me with dread because I went through post natal depression when our baby was born, and I fear the same again I don’t what’s expected of me probably nothing and I’m probly over thinking this one but there it is my Mr Anxiety.

What makes you most anxious?

Shopping spree.

Where would you go on a shopping spree?

I would shop at the following stores looney tunes store, a Steampunk store, a mind body and Spirit store, a Queen ( The Band ) store, a comedy store, to name a few .

100 yr old me.

Write a letter to your 100-year-old self.

Well done, young chap. I knew you could do it . Now go and be a pain in the bum to someone .

My middle name .

What is your middle name? Does it carry any special meaning/significance?

My middle name is Anthony, and it comes from my great grandfather, who was Polish, I believe, but I can’t find out anything more about him than that. I’m very proud of my name and my Welsh background.

Last thing learnt.

What is the last thing you learned?

We never stop learning, and we will not remember everything we learn, but our subconscious will absorb things for us to remember and let us know when we least expect it.

Hate to be asked .

What is one question you hate to be asked? Explain.

I really can’t think of any question I hate to be asked, I find hate to be a very small word, but more importantly, a very strong word that has a deep meaning and the word is used by many without much thought Hate means : intense hostility and aversion usually deriving from fear, anger or sense of injury : extreme dislike or disgust .

Success.

How has a failure, or apparent failure, set you up for later success?

” Failure is defined as a lack of success or the inability to meet an expectation ” whose expectation is not mine because I don’t see anything as a failure its only a failure if you don’t try again at whatever your trying to achieve, if you fall over you get back up so use this in whatever your doing or leave what your trying to accomplish for another time then you haven’t failed, you chose to try again at a another time and that’s perfectly fine . The word failure is so negative, so turn a negative into a positive by thinking differently. 🤔

Opening sentence.

You’re writing your autobiography. What’s your opening sentence?

Hello, and thanks for wanting to read my autobiography. I would also like to read it, but I haven’t written it yet .